So, here is a stream of conciousness review of my day....
wakeup ohgodamIstillhungover IbelieveIjustmightbe whereisthetylenol?
ohshitIhavenoidea causeIgaveittoLilyatsomepoint
ohjesusdoesithaveachildproofcap?
yesI'msureitdoes
thankGodbutwhyisitnotRIGHTHERE!?
myheadfeelslikeitisfullofsoakedmarshamallowswithteeth
Getupandpullclotheson deargodisthecoffeeready? thankgod andwehavecreamer it'sgonnabeagoodday f
eedlilydresslilyplaywithlilyturnonashowforlily
yeslilywhatwhatWHAT???
okayoffwego-didIeatanything?
noprobablynotbutit'snotlikeIneedanythingright
goodgodIcouldliveoffmyownfatcellsforyearsatthispoint okaycounterthenegativethoughtswithtwopostiveones
Ihavegoodhairandtoes
Outofthecarandintothestrollerandhihowareyou? saturdaynitewasablast!
pantpantpuffpuffwalkingwalkinglunginglunging didIturnoffthetoasterathome? upanddownandturninglunging
grabyourbandsandsingsing!
Nolilycomebackherelilylily
doyouhearmommytalking
ohforcryingoutloudamIevenspeakingenglish?
gabgabtalktalklaughlaugh lovethesegirlssoluckytohavethem
youwantahat? okaywhowantsoneI'llmakethemtoday
intothecarandhomeagainjiggityjig
yeslilyIknowyouarehungrysoamIbutitwillbejustafewminutes
hidaddycanyoumakeuslunchthankyou
yumyumnotwhatIwouldmakeandnotaveggieinsight
Idontreallycarethoughcausesheiseatingandhappy
intothebedyougolittleonegoodrestloveyou
okaysoobviouslyyoudontwantotnaptoday
yourbedisnowadisasterandyouarentsleeping
outofthebedwegoandintothelivingroomwithmommywhileshesews
nolilynolilyuhuhnonoNO
sighingandhuffingandpuffingandokayfineletsplay
andnowyouareignoringme
ofcourse
makethehats feelthefabric hearthemachine sosoothing
cupofcoffehappybabycooldaywarmtoes
makethepizza,kneadthedough,cuttheonionandthegarlic,pourthesauce
thehousefillswithscent
lilyandmarkplayandgiggle
Ismile
eatingandwatchinghergivinghermorecheese
andshesaysitsofunny chiiisss
bathtimeandcleanupcleanup
andintothecarwithdaddytothestore
andhereIsitwarmandfullwithmyhousequietandsoonitwillbe
niteyniteI'llmissyoulovie
byedaddy
intothecarhegoesfor3days
sniffsniffafewtearscauseImisshimsoalready
andintothecouchwithawarmblankieandtea
watchingnancygraceandthinkingofhimdrivingsolate
darknessandsittingwiththephonewaitingforhimtocall
hedoesandIsigh
intothebedtossandturnandthinkofhimandprayforhim
getupandcheckonlilywatchherforalittlewhile
strokehercheek
cuss,duckandcrawloutthedoorwhensheopenshereyes
offtobedforme
notreallysleepy
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