Thursday, April 9, 2009


I'm going to be taking an internet break. I have been online far too much, seeking comfort in things that bring me none. I have enveloped myself in stories of sick children, miscarraige websites, and blogging about my loss.

What I need is to be still and listen. I need to simply be quiet. I need to take the time to plant flowers, enjoy the warm sunshine, watch the trees bloom, and feel my loss...not through other's eyes, but through my own. Mine and God's.

I need to stop running and feel. Stop distracting myself and listen.

This has been on my heart since I read this post of Angies:

I'm picking up the brush.

Take care friends. Much love.