I'm going to be taking an internet break. I have been online far too much, seeking comfort in things that bring me none. I have enveloped myself in stories of sick children, miscarraige websites, and blogging about my loss.
What I need is to be still and listen. I need to simply be quiet. I need to take the time to plant flowers, enjoy the warm sunshine, watch the trees bloom, and feel my loss...not through other's eyes, but through my own. Mine and God's.
I need to stop running and feel. Stop distracting myself and listen.
This has been on my heart since I read this post of Angies:
http://audreycaroline.blogspot.com/2009/03/canvas.html
I'm picking up the brush.
Take care friends. Much love.
